you will never, ever meet her, talk to her, or see her from closer than 50 meters. chances are she will remain unaware of your existance for the rest of both of your natural lives and several afterlifes unless you do something so extreme, so repulsively creepy than you end up in jail or dead and she hates you forever. there, can you cut it out a little?
well, every time i draw and i make a mistake i impulsively try to hit Control + Z to undo it. and it pisses me off.