I know it's cliche to blame your parents but I do. In hindsight, if I knew then what I know now, I wouldn't have made so many mistakes. But my parents had already been through all of that crap, yet they cannot even sort out their own problems, much less help me with mine. Now I'm left picking up the pieces of my shitty life, and trying to put it all back together. It. is. f**ked. up.