I just got back..
I don't think I've ever felt emotions like that in my entire life. That orchestra was my entire life.
The meaning of The Lord of the Rings is everything to me.
The beautiful vocals from the childrens choir cut through my soul and burried. The one young boy that did the solo for "The Breaking of the Fellowship" brought me to tears at the end of the first movement (The Fellowship of the Ring).
There is so much more I can be telling you all, but I'll keep that for later- something I wanted to mention is one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen in my life, with her voice that brought me out of my own body, and released me from any other thought in my mind- I was hers. She sung at various parts including "Evenstar", "Gollum's Song", and my favorite, "Into The West". Not only was she physically captivating, her voice was that of an angel, and I felt something of an impossible love for her that effected me in the strangest of ways. I had ascended and I forgot the hundreds of people in the room with me- it felt personal.
It's inspired me more than I can currently express through words.. I'm still in shock. It finished with tears in my eyes, and my hands shaking from pure emotion.
It was life, and my life was love.