Well seems i have to cancel my Colonoscopy AGAIN. because my stepmum (the only person available to bring me back from the hospital), has decided she's gonna babysit her Grandson instead. That is only a recent arrangement, because her and my dad knew about my appointment for over a month (They are also the reason i had to cancel it the first two times). My dad works so its fair enough he cant do it (He's gonna be the only person in his office that day because his colleague had booked time off before this, and the manager isnt back until next tuesday). But they had the gall to ask if my mum could do it
She's organising my Grandad's F*****G FUNERAL and trying to sort out his estate and probate and everything. And they think she can put that aside to sit around and look after me and drive all that way and back. Especially as the funeral is only a couple of days after my appointment. I cant expect her to do that. She's got enough on her plate.
So im just gonna cancel the whole thing and wait awhile before possibly starting it again as its setting my anxiety off no end.
Well if it turns into something serious and i end up dying (worst case scenario i know) Im gonna leave a not saying my stepmum is a raging THUNDERC**T and its her fault
As you can tell Im not happy atm
