All (or most) of us had our 'moments' here, freakouts, 'f**kthatshit', et cetera. I've seen incredibly insulting stuff, not only here, for infinitesimally inferior things. It really depends on how we feel in that moment - some days are just NO and we all know that. Small things can set us off. I myself was once, if memory serves. So it is not really a fault on your part, Monolith, as it is not when you share the bad things of life with other people. Why should you feel guilty? People do that almost every day.