Cutting selves, drinking blood, if I decided to be an emo after all the stuff I have been through, I would be totally black, with every area of my body slashed to hell and would have drunk all my blood, not many people have had what I have gone through in life, one example is having to hide in a shop with a friend because there was a gang of 10 people outside the shop with knifes saying they are going to kill us, and they wasn't kidding, if you knew the area I was in, you would know that they aren't kidding, this is one of many things that have happened.