Quote from: RakaiThwei on Sep 13, 2016, 06:25:02 AM
Facing the possibility that I may have to resign from Toys R Us as the stress is... affecting me emotionally, and probably physically. I spent ALL day, well into the evening in bed sleeping, unable to stay awake. Co-workers have been laying their shit out on me since we got a new DM who is by the book, and have been cussed out, told that my work in cleaning the aisles isn't good despite my best efforts (I run through the aisle to make sure all the products are nice and neat, lined up to the edge of the shelf) but children naturally knock it all down not even five minutes I finish an aisle.
I've been there a year and just.. am done with the place. I'm not happy there anymore.. what's worse, is that it's nearing Christmas season and every other place is hiring for seasonal only-- so finding a permanent position anywhere else is going to be difficult.
I'm more afraid of either leaving for the sake of my own health, and not being able to find someplace else and winding back up on the streets again or being laid off (I've nearly lost my temper recently) and unable to find work. Best case scenario-- I just.. stay there and endure another season, even if I really don't want to do it anymore.
Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Im sorry to hear that its affecting you this way man. Its never good. If this is the way you are feeling about the job, it would be best for you personally to start looking around for somewhere else, just to see whats out there, but yeah maybe stay until after New Year or for as you as you feel able, build up your money as much as you can, while also looking for somewhere fresh and healthy for you.
But no matter what, i know you'll make the best decision for yourself.
Annoyed with a band member. I hadn't heard from him in ages and had text him a few times to see how he was, how work was treating him, how his daughter was and if he was free that week to meet up, either to catch up or for a band writing session. Never all in the same text mind, i never overload on question texts. So in the time as well after a gap of a few days if i didnt hear from him, i would text his Partner, who is also a good friend and who i've known for longer, how she was, how her daughter was and how he was as i hadn't heard from him at all about anything.
As my mum says it doesnt take five minutes to send a text saying something like "I'm okay, but really, really busy. Not free at all sadly, I'll contact you when I'm possibly free". Now if i got a text like that i would have left it and not be as worried.
Well i didnt hear anything at all from either of them until this weekend when he text me saying his partner is pissed off because I've text her to find out about him and that he's been really busy with important stuff and there are reasons he barely has his phone on him. The text was pretty much biting my head of for being worried and texting because i hadnt heard anything. I mean WTF, he had a go at me for texting him about band stuff, even though that was only a small portion of what I'd asked about.
And she normally would say to your face if she's pissed off with you. Shes never backwards in coming forwards. Yet she doesnt say anything to me and i get it in the f****ng neck for being worried.
They know i have anxiety issues and sadly i have more time on my hands than i would like. All they had to do was send a text or something ages ago, not let it build by not saying anything at all and then snap at me because i text.