But for the right reasons. Maybe a selfish reason, but I didn't want to continue what only progresses into a hollow relationship. I'm pretty sure she understood, although she couldn't completely.
Lost in thoughts, I couldn't find her anywhere- she wasn't the one I actually wanted, and for more reasons than the one I had her for. I didn't want her to go on as a mere distraction, she deserved more than that, and that's for sure.