Quote from: Cvalda on May 28, 2012, 01:40:40 AM
Well, we're here for you ShadowPred 
Vent away!
Ok.
I hate having to get into stupid emotional fights. I hate having to feel guilty over something thatr I can't f**king help with, even when I wanted to. Doing so would help with what happened, but it would be a huge negative for me. I despise having to feel like this...feeling guilty over something that you know could be prevented if you would just help, but you are powerless to even do so...and also it was something that was being forced on me. It's f**king getting old, and I can't f**king deal with it anymore. I have been able to contain the f**king anger for 4 years, I have contained the disgust for that long, the last time I let that win over me...something bad was about to happen, luckily it didn't...and blah blah blah...you get where I am going with this. I just need this to wither down. That's all, no need for me to get all fired up over nothing, I told myself that I learned that all of this is something that will pass, and it will. So I am going to continue to listen to music and hope that nothing ignites what has already transpired right now, and causes me to lose my f**king mind, like I did just now at home.
Should have added a paragraph in there, but f**k that!
