Everything feels..off. I don't feel like I deserve what little I have. And don't feel like its worth it anymore. Everything I once thought I could do, all my hopes and plans, seem to be shattering right in front of my eyes. I just don't feel right, I feel like I'm scum. I try to talk to people about it, but I can tell by the way they look at me that they just think I'm crazy or its just a phase, as if they don't care about me either. I feel useless, everything seems hopeless..