My little one finally started to rebound over the last 24 hours but it's just not enough. It's becoming obvious he's just looking at a slower death, but death nonetheless. I'll know by tomorrow morning for certain. If that's the way of it, I'll have to say my goodbyes.
I've lost so many family members and animals within the last few years. But he was always there, an absolute constant and an endless supply of love during the worst of times. I've never known an animal so closely, nor been known by one to such an extent. I feel as if I'm losing my child, and I'm breaking into a thousand pieces. I don't know how to handle this.
I cannot believe I'm going to be digging a grave for my baby boy. It's been 4 of the best years of my life, and I'd give everything I have in this world to have had just another month with him. I feel utterly lost.
Quote from: TheSailingRabbit on Mar 27, 2019, 10:59:24 PM
There's too much to describe. Don't know how to word it. I'd give anything for a real hug right now. I've never wanted to shut down this much since leaving boot camp.
I'm right there with you. Hang tough, there's fresh air and life on the other side of the fire.
My little one is dead.