Truth is bro, women dont know what they want. And every woman is different too. I learnt a long time ago to stop thinking about what they want and how I should fit that, and started thinking about what I wanted, and found a girl that matched that. Met a hell of a lot of others before her, but they didn't make the cut so to speak. Bottom line is, do what you think is right for yourself, and the rest will fall into place.