Wont be long now. Mum had to rush into the hospital earlier so I can't imagine it'll be long until my Grandma dies. I went to her house yesterday, just to have a last look around. It was weird. Just remembering those Christmases, those summers. Hell, I could remember that week I spent with her in the summer leading up to AvP's release and the film magazine she brought me with coverage of the film. I can't say I've really had to deal with death but I usually shutdown that part of emotions so it's just strange right now.