Last night it really hit me when I decided to meditate for hours.
Once upon a time I was one of the nicest and most peaceful people known. These days I'm a dick to anything that so much as breaths against me. Once upon a time I'd avoid a fight as much as possible, these days I crave for a face to face, fist to fist challenge with no rules. A long ago time ago I was so kind, now I see myself as a merciless killing machine.
And just now I attacked my bro without thinking.
"Congratulations c**t. You have secceded and overflowed the toilet to the point that putting a plunger in would make an even bigger mess. Way to go asshole, now go play with your pop up pictures."
See what I mean? Excuse me, I have to go find a stick...