So today I just reached a point where I feel like I can take it anymore, I'd do anything to make this feeling stop, I know nobody's entitled to anything but I used to be a happy person... I am so tired and sad nearly all the time... So much that I feel like that's my only reality.
And I know exactly how cliché this sounds, I have gone through all the various systems, different styles of therapy and nothing works even over the course of several years of committment.
Why post about it here exactly? Because nobody's going to roll their eyes at me here. I just want to be happy enough that life feels worth living. Because I know it can be but I haven't felt that for a very long time.