It's with no doubt in my mind that this year's a tough one certainly, but if I may it's not without certain surprise victories, I want to share with you all something that brightened it for myself and I hope someone dear to me. I'm perhaps not what you might call your average girl, so to others like me I looked for comfort all my life until now generally among communities of the outcast, but what I realised only recently's that I know a not so average boy who's always here for me.
The way he makes me smile every day first thing in the morning and last thing at night, he's more than a passing fancy, it is genuinely lust, it is genuinely love, but for the longest time I repeatedly buried that feeling for him out of fear of accepting myself. It's difficult to reconcile your whole identity changing when you realise this one person, you always confided in no matter what for over half a decade, and your best friend no question, also's the one thing you desire more than anything in this entire green world, yes even over Aliens and Alien³ on 4K UHD Blu-ray supervised and approved by their respective Directors today.
I truly love love love you my boyfriend...
And I can only do my best to assure you that I always will.