QuoteI'm afraid of spiders but I don't want to be, which makes no sense to me.
Now let me tell you a little story, Once I was afraid of spiders. BUt now im not. The reason being is that one day, I had been left a lighter in my room. When I saw a spider that day I grabbed the lighter and set the spider alight, after which I grabbed a knife and stabbed it. Now Im a helluva lot braver than 5 year old me, If I see a spider it estimated death time changes to "2 effing seconds..... run" I was also afraid of yellow jacket bees but ever since one landed on me and did shit nothing because I didnt startle it I respect them as an ultimate soldier, If a soldier had one shot and would die if he shot it, and still does, then its like a bee. Anyways I just dislike them now, because they put other people on edge. I just look at them and keep on my way because they are pacifist until provoked. Like me.
Now I only fear fear itself, because of how it weakens me or makes me act dumb. But it also empowers me to do or say things I never would, albeit thats backfired before.
One interesting fact about me is that Ive been drawing since I was three years old.
