Yes AJ says the same thing.
He says I insult myself too much.
This project was supposed to end... literally in less than 2 weeks from now. I wanted to move on by now. But I made a promise to finish it and I'm going to try. Even though hope is quickly fading and I may inevitably have no choice but to dump it anyway. I was hoping by this time I'd be working on the very last episode and ready to let it go. So it's hard to be positive about something when you're constantly being slapped back. We do it just for fun, but believe it or not some people take it more seriously than I do.
But hey... it's all smiles and sunshine from here on.