It seems that over a year of brooding is beginning to show more, my parents have been more generous than usual, as if they are trying to put the giant back to sleep, it almost seems like appeasement though I'm definately not asking for such a thing.
In a night I went from joy and laughter to a "victory or death", "with me or against me", "death to the offender", "no mercy" attitude.
It is as if something in my mind just "snapped".