Didn't really know where to write this, but eventually I felt that this might be the best place. I went away for a while. My last posts were completely reprehensible, particularly towards RagingDragon. I was in a bad place, drinking too much to try to hide away from the things that were going bad in my life. I can only apologise, from the bottom of my heart. I re- read the things I wrote on a very bad night and am both embarrassed, and ashamed, and I want to stress, that those posts do not in any way, reflect the real me. This site has gotten me through so much stuff over the last few years, and would like to stay, if you will all still have me.
I am truly sorry, sincerely guys, from the bottom of my heart